Saturday, March 24, 2012

Burning up...

I woke up from a nap yesterday with a low grade fever yesterday afternoon.  My temp is lower this morning 99.1, but high for me...Normally I wake up at 97. something...and there's a little fluctuation, but I'm never normally 99.anything.  I've read up on the subject and from what I saw...it's not really a cause for panic unless my temp reaches 101 or over.  I don't know whether it's the seasons, the medication switches or what.  I know being ill when it's warm out makes me twice as miserable.  It was 80 degrees out yesterday.

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Updates...

The biopsy...The doctor has seen the condition before, but he can't pin down what's causing it.  For some reason though, he seems sure that ibuprofen is responsible...So I can't take it anymore.  Now I've got to take Excedrin or Tylenol or some form of acetaminophen [sp?].  The Excedrin makes me feel slightly nauseous, even when I take it with food.  My weight is also starting to creep back up, which I'm not going to allow.  I keep fluctuating between 130 and 140.  :(  I'm also having trouble with my ankle[s], my primary care physician keeps talking about a steroid shot... I'm also afraid of side effects [bloating, etc.].  The primary care physician claims it wouldn't be a large dosage, but I just still don't have a good feeling about this stuff at all.  I definitely want to do something about the pain though [which if we're going on a scale of 1 to 10, is about a 7. 10 being Why????!!!! as far as how intense the pain is.], because  it's affecting my mobility and my temperament and stuff is difficult enough without that.

My new gynecologist recommended pelvic floor therapy...I'm embarrassed and depressed about that.  I didn't even know they had therapists for that...I guess they have a therapist for everything.

Can't go to SPN Vancon this year...Maybe if they have one next year...I'm also toying with the idea of going to the   SPN Vegas con[I've never been before.].  I know it'll have to be one or the other, because I can't afford both.    Too soon to know what I can do right now though. Way to many wild cards...  

I'm still very much into doing the voice over thing.   I installed Audacity and will try and experiment with some stuff this weekend.

Also bought some new clothing for Spring...I think it needed to be done.  I've bought things with a lot of blue and turquoise in them.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Huh? What?

A male acquaintance kind of knocked me for a loop this morning.  I'm the same chick with the glasses on and my hair up that I am with the contacts in and my hair down.  Then again it may have been the hint of cleavage this morning...I don't get it...Well..., I do and I don't...smh  I'm not getting into why, but I'm the last chick he should want...It's not that I'm slutty or anything...I just enjoy being a free spirit and I've been one for a little to long to let someone come in and try to change that...He used the words "nice and sweet" to describe me and I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.  But I bet if you asked two people I knew to describe me...one from work and one from my down time to describe me...depending on who you asked, you'd get two very different answers...This four days after my biopsy...I fucking can't.